OKAY SO BEFORE I DELAY THIS ANY FURTHER,
let me finish/rush my cheesy story ):

DAY CINCO (continued :0)
So my guy-friend went alone into the night and I went back to my dorm. Since I was really worried, I stayed on my computer until 2 AM, hoping that he'd get on AIM. ):
Lo and Behold, he signs on at like. 3. and I BOMBARD him with IM's -- asking if he's OK and for him to TALK to me.
At first, he insists that he's perfectly fine and that he was just tired... but since I KNEW that something was wrong, I kept pestering him until he told me that he wasn't sure how I'd take what he was going to say...
Basically, he told me that he was really having doubts about his long-distance girlfriend, especially after dancing with me that night. He just wasn't sure if it was going to work out anymore because of the long distance and difficulty to keep such a lasting promise... >__< I've been through this SAME type of relationship before, so I kept reassuring him that if he WANTED it to work, he could absolutely make things last. Then..

him: that's not it.
him: ...so I think I've sorta had a crush on you this past week...
me: (O___O;; UHHH.....) Oh..
him: and my intuition sucks and I'm usually wrong but.. I feel like you've kinda crushed on me too... maybe XD
me: .........
me: that doesn't matter -_- you should sort out your current relationship and talk to your girlfriend..
him: ..........yeah, you're right.


after a long call, he's in an "open relationship" and I'm single.
we kinda have crushes on each other.
um.
so i meet him the next day and it's like nothing happened. untillll.
we were just talking in his room right?
and we reach that LONG awkward silence.
all of a sudden he just asks

er.
... I kiss him in response. >///////>;;;;;

SO YUP LOL
we're tight now lmao... I know it sounds a bit out of the blue and "hook-up" ish but we're really good friends and we've been going almost two months strong now 8) (yeah, i've kept the story from DA for that long LOL)

yay my life lol

ANYHOWW FWOSH TURNED 18 ON OCTOBER 5TH. 8D LEGAL FUCK YES.
it feels so WEIRD being 18 though. I miss 17 already. ):
but atleast I can look at those MATURE CONTENT deviations now LOL it wouldn't let me change my age and that was sooo annoying D:
......mannn another year and still no improvement on drawing.. OTL;;
gotta work harder! D:

but yeah, i'm still busy as fuckkkk and am crapping out a paper like. every week.

so I WILL update. goddammit.
I've just been occupied with finishing gurren lagann right now LOL XD

and i'll come up with an actually entertaining journal soon.. i don't like having my embarrassing personal life up for too long ahaha.. D:


code & bgs made by me 8'D;